A pair of oneself muddleheadedly "  Borrow " Have given to him  
  Up to now, I have not still understood why I " borrow " oneself muddleheadedly Having given to him, seem to be to be from " borrowing money incident " that time At the beginning, I step foot on " love snare " that he designs step by step unconsciously .      
That is read at great time of two by me, he is a grade of mine high. He was a minister of sports department of students' union of school at that time, humorous, calm and seasoned, quite popular. And I am only a department of his person. He is that a sports is all-round, the long-jump, running, shot, basketball are expert at allly, it is each time for campus sports meeting can one of scene.      

One evening, he invited me to come out, said that there are things that looked for me to discuss. We have walked a long way along the path of shade of woods, then just sit down by a stone desk. I ask him there is something, his clear throat, say in all seriousness: "Through the getting along of this period of time, I find you are a kindhearted and lovely girl, and my honesty can believe that probably impress you   "     

I see him slightly showing the delicate and pretty face in the moonlight full of suspicionly, wait for the ensuing chapters.      

"So I pluck up one's courage to you to speak three words today   "     

My heart becomes excited, remove sight from his face at once.      

"If because these three words make such bright relation between us belong to and evaporate, regret that I will be extraordinary; But if because these three words make this kind of relation of believing in each other between us go still one step further, I will be very glad   "     

My foot is rubed and rubs on the ground, the right hand is studying meticulously the thumb of the left hand desperately, the face has a fever very disappointingly, eyes gaze around extremely unaturally. I believe the girl arriving at puberty hears this passage, will all have response like mine: Uneasy and hoping.      

And his sentence of making almost lets me so angry as to spit blood, after what a itching knife is killed is in order to pursue fast.      

In mine is extremely poverty-stricken, he says neither fast nor slowly; "That is --Borrow some money! "  

I raise one's head violently, am seeing him and doing one's utmost to resist the face that the impulse that laughs like a drain rises aglow, and that eyes that are full of bantering. One expects my embarrassed manner is had a panoramic view by him, I can not bear the fire rise 10 meters, " rise " Stand up wash by one fist he have, and while I sold, flash backward quick at he, laughed and spoke at last.      

"It is that three words are thinking of those three words who let you hear! "      

"Hen! Rich but been borrowed either. " I turn round to leave sputteringly.   speech   

"Hello, I only make a joke for you, don't be so stingy! "      

I have thought it is really that oneself is silly, can't help smiling too, everything is so unpleasant as to disappear in a flash immediately.      

I really lend the money to him, and our relation has really entered one step even more as he said, we have become good friends keeping no secrets from each other.      

When he left school, I was very sad, and he is just shaking hands with me and leaving freely and easily.      

Later we were through the telephone communication, he told me hunting for a job and anecdote in the work, and I speak one's own unhappy thing to him, he always can let me laugh each time. Unconsciously, I wish eagerly to hear his voice more and more, I can't help being surprised in one's own response, have found a fact of having no way out too: I have come to like him.      
After graduating, I come to the city which he belongs to without hesitation.      

The space-time of over one year distance has not left estrangement among us. The following day, we get along calmly and harmonically as in the university, our lesure is nearly all spent together.      

The one evening half years later, we finished suppers, went down all the way along the street, put up and has not spoken putting up.      

"Shall we nearly know for three years? We have already known each other well over the past three years   " He says a little toweringly.      

I recall that night three years ago subconsciously, can't help, smile what to interrupt him say: "Want to borrow the money? Let's speak out! "      

"No, you finish listening to me. " His appearance in all seriousness was just like that year.      

"All right, all right, you want to say three words to me, if because these three words make such bright relation between us belong to and evaporate, you will be very sorry; But if because these three words make this kind of relation of believing in each other between us go still one step further, you will be very glad. Is that right? Go ahead, how much? "      

He does not have like what I expected laugh speaks, just says thinly: "I do not want to borrow the money this time. "      

"Then what do you want to borrow? But I have nothing. "      

"Take advantage of you! " Looking at his firm face, I am indebted to quickly.      

"I want, borrow you girlfriend to make me first, borrow you wife to make me and then, borrow you make I mum of child, take advantage of you finally and become my spouse, all right? " He looks at the heart which has entered me deeply in gentle expression in one's eyes. I freeze, have not discovered at all that nods by oneself, until he embraces me, I wake.      

After marriage, I pass by calm and happy day. It is remembered that I always like that night, remember his face in all seriousness under the moonlight, remember the loud laugh that he can not inhibit. One day, I say to him: "All over the world, I'm afraid only your wife borrows, hen! Say, were you willful while borrowing the money from me originally? " He says: "No matter, we whether Zhou Yu play yellow to build, one wish, send one wish to suffer! "

 Email lover  
He and she are good to fall in love with other girls 5 years later. This can't blame her, because she is assigned back to the hometown - Beijing after graduation from university, he continue, stay Shanghai, two people live apart two still can insist genus difficult already 5 year, so he has not felt ashamed and regretful in the heart now.

But she is a girl of a piece of nervousness, fragile and sensitive, he is afraid she can not accept this fact, though she is a generally acknowledged beauty in the university, the girl will have blindly for love terribly sometimes.

Think long and hard, through a very long time, he begins to send Email to her, pretended to be the readers that is her, because she was once keen on the writing in the network for some time, there is some newspaper on 2 little articles too "  The dried bean curd "  .

Because he know taste of her well really perhaps, they have become the friend not meeting quickly. She give him write Email every day, he go back every day too, listen to her pour out herself, including all sorts of in he hate and disappointed.

He encourage her continue writing, recommend her Shanghai some magazine contribution - because he have a friend who becomes a light editor there. After he invites that friend to dinner for the 3rd time, a mini-novel of hers deserved the magazine at last. speech

Luckily, just a famous writer has seen this article, perhaps it is this writer when good luck comes one has good ideas suddenly, for the moment perhaps on a sudden impulse, in a word, famous writer with one stroke of the pen, come on a comment.

Because of this comment, she is famous quickly, those manuscripts not repeatly thrown that she wrote in the past have nowadays become easy-to-sell goods, often see all, in newspapers and magazines, the radio station even specially does a program for her too in her name.

She is not the person that a meeting is dizzied with victory, she is managing one's own writing undertaking carefully, live by one's pen endlessly diligently every day, make great efforts to improve relationships with the media. In the meantime, she still sends Email to him every day, tells one's own happiness, anger, grief and joy in the abyss of the mind, he finds a little sadly, she still loves original oneself.

Two years later, she became a real writer, published a series of novels, the radio station has opened up one and taken her name as the special column program of the title too. And then she resign work in Beijing go, publish magazine of maiden production of her as editor originally resolutely. She says to him, please wait for me, I'm coming!

He is a little at a loss.

Say in the last Email that she is giving to him, " Shanghai once made me happy and over, once made me overwhelmed with sorrow too, I swear, come back never, know you make me change mind. I wanted to see you, you are the only person who understands me in this world, if had no you originally, just have no me today. " He decides to disappear, he has closed one's own mailbox, no longer the open news with her. He is not anxious this time, because she has already grown up, not that fragile and tender woman originally again, and he know the friend that he please have a meal originally " attack " to her fierce now ,She likes him either, just she hangs oneself sending Email to her in the heart that every day all the time.

As expected, have one year, he receive whom her marry his friend like the card, he has attended the wedding in a deadpan way.

She on the wedding sees him, becomes very excited, she stares at him with sight, holding the bridegroom's arm will say to him, originally if not you abandoned me, the happiness that I would not have today. He laughs towards her generously, says yes, but for me, you will not have today. She is looking at him not understanding very much, but he turns round to go.

The bridegroom can't help telling her, originally if not his recommendation, her novel will not be published out. She is a bit perplexed and what some are understood is stupefied in where it is.

He has not told her either all the time who he is, but she will not know, that original girl friend of his has left him, in these years, he is the only person all the time. 

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